Family!!
This week was a good week! Nice and
hot!! With the random storms as usual. This week was again filled with lots and
lots of knocking. But our efforts paid off this week when on Saturday we went
to go see a less active. When we went there he had a friend over. His name is Juan
and he is in his 60s. He is from Cuba and is super elect! We taught the
restoration right there and he loved it and accepted a Book of Mormon and was
excited to read it. While teaching him we had a scare because when we were
talking about Jesus Christ and he said do you think Christ was perfect? And we
said yes and he said nope he wasn't perfect. Right then my mouth dropped open. Sister
Moise said yes Christ is perfect and he continued to say no. At that point I
put my head down and was like oh no, what’s going on! Then he said "Christ
was more than perfect!" Me and my comp let out the biggest sigh and
nervous laugh haha. But he came to church on Sunday and loved it! And he accepted
a date to be baptized on the 22nd! We are going to see him today and teach him
the plan of salvation. We are super excited!! He is all we are teaching right
now but that's okay! Have no fear we will find more this week!!
| Area where we were knocking on doors. Almost got kidnapped but that can be a story when I get home. Don't let mom know! But don't worry all is good! :) |
This week in the new Ensign there
was an awesome little insert about patience. I read it because I need patience
and lots of it haha. While I was reading I felt like it was meant for me. It
was so closely related to me it was scary. It was like I wrote it or something!
Here is a part of it!
I sighed as the
elders finished giving me a blessing. I had only three months left on my mission,
and I wanted to be out with the people—not sick in bed. I wanted to accept the
Lord’s will, but I honestly didn’t understand why He would make me wait.
It took me several
days to come to terms with my situation. I had resigned myself to the fact that
I wasn’t going to get better right away, but in the meantime I was
miserable—until one day I turned to the scriptures. Eventually, I found the
peace I needed in James 1. Joseph Smith found
his answer in verse 5—mine
was in verses 2–4:
“My brethren, count
it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations [the Joseph Smith Translation
changes “divers temptations” to “many afflictions”];
“Knowing this,
that the trying of your faith worketh patience.
“But let patience
have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.”
As I read those
verses, I can’t say that I was suddenly able to “count it all joy” that I was
sick, but I did learn some things that helped me feel less miserable about my
situation.
The fact that I
hadn’t been immediately healed didn’t mean that I didn’t have faith, and it
didn’t mean the Lord didn’t care about my situation—quite the opposite,
actually. The Lord cared enough to test my faith by not healing me right away
so that I could develop patience.
I realized that
the Lord wanted me to develop patience because it’s a vital characteristic.
Patience refines us. Patience helps us become more like the Savior. I did have
important responsibilities as a full-time missionary, but I realized that when
it comes to serving the Lord, He cares just as much about the instrument as He
does the task at hand. The Lord was teaching me patience so that I could be a
better and more effective missionary in those final months of my mission.
I loved it! I have learned
that patience doesn’t mean to shrug our shoulders and give up hope. Elder
Maxwell said patience is not indifference. Actually, it means caring very much,
but being willing, nevertheless, submit to the Lord and do what the scriptures
call the “process of time”. I had always thought of patience as a somewhat
passive response to life’s experiences, a sort of relenting. But patience is
not relenting. Patience is a manifestation of inner strength and devotion to the
Lord. Elder Maxwell also taught; “Patience is a willingness, in a sense, to watch the unfolding purposes of God with a sense of wonder and awe, rather than pacing up and down within the cell of our circumstance. Put another way, too much anxious opening of the oven door and the cake falls instead of rising. So it is with us. If we are always selfishly taking our temperature to see if we are happy, we will not be.”
I loved this because it’s hard as missionaries when plans fall through or things don’t go according to plan. It’s hard for the natural man to understand divine timing, but what I have come to understand is that God is a loving Heavenly Father who has a plan that is filled with happiness if we are faithful. I am definitely learning how to accept his timing with confidence and not with anxiousness. J
This week, the Head of Languages for the missions is coming this week to test us on our Spanish. Apparently we were chosen for this special thing. I don't know but that's on Tuesday. We will see how I do. Tests still scare me. Crossing my fingers! :) It will be fun. I think that's it for the week. Very short but super excited for this week and what’s to come!! Lots and lots of miracles.
| super old caskets dating back to the 1900s. all are above ground and cement. super weird but cool!! |
Love you all so much!! Thanks for
everything!!! Miss you all lots! Have a good week! J
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